Missing him

I am missing him so much today. I know where he is but i can not contact him. I miss talking to him although he just phone me this morning. It was just a short phone call but it was enough at least for the moment to cure an aching heart. I really do miss him. I miss everything about him. I miss his smell. I miss his presence. I miss being with him. It has been almost a year now that i have not been with him. It is sad isn't it. Thats the reality of it. Long distance relationship. Most people said that it was not going to work..... because it is so far. So far we had made it work. I guess today was extra hard for me becase i am not able to contact him like usual. He has gone to another country just for a month and i don't know his phone no there. I am sure he is missing me as much as i am missing him. He did phone me eventhough it was a short phone call. I wish that i was with him. I really do. I long to be with him at this moment.

I miss his touch. I miss how he says things so sweet. I miss being teased by him. I miss how he holds my hand while he drives. I miss everything. I dont know when i will be able to see him. I hope i can see him soon. It is sad....... i feel sad..... i really miss him so much. Honey i miss you..... i really do miss you so very much.